a chance to get into the semis .
it was a goal that all of us worked hard towards .
especially mr ong , who had high hopes of us .
we were jus a step away from it when we beat fairfield .
it was jus so close . :(
we were all confident that we could beat Beatty .
or perhaps , over confident .
we had a bad start in the first set .
they were leading 1-7 .
den we caught up & won 25-14 .
at that time , we were rather sure we could beat them .
den it all happened in the 2nd set .
they started aiming Tania .
making her fall n dive for ball all over .
poor her . bruises all over her leg n arm . =\
i guess that was when we started losing concentration .
den we lost 23-25 .
that was when Beatty's morale became super high .
they became super determined to win . but so were we .
we didn't give up. not even till the last point .
thats wad i call team spirit .
even the other coaches from peicai , cedar & the referees were cheering us on .
was kindda touched .
at least we fought till the end . though we lost 23-25 .
could see the disappointment in mr ong's face the moment we lost .
den everything became blur . the tears started flowing down .
cried for quite awhile . den headed back sch .
the bus was in total silence larhs .
everyone tried to cheer us up . cgirls , ms tan , mr ling & mr ong .
but it made us felt worse .
especially when mr ling said there would be another chance for the ones who were not graduating that year .
yes definitely , but not for most of us .
it was the last chance we had to play for amkss .
could see that mr ong was supressing his emotions . :(
he drove off after treating us drinks .
had team hugs .
cheered each other on .
sharon was trying damn hard to cheer us up .
thank you . :]
sat at the foyer for quite long .
with tears flowing down my face .
think quite alot of ppl saw . throw face =\
den me n val vented our anger on the vballs . =\
headed home .
was controlling my emotions all the way home .
told myself i wasn't gonna cry again .
but broke down again at night .
luckily daddy wasn't home .
thanks to everyone who tried to cheer me up that day .
appreciated that . but its wasn't easy to get over it .
still felt we din deserve to lose . all our hard work put in . :(
feeling super guilty towards mr ong .
he placed all his hopes on us .
& it all caming crashing down when we lost .
dammit .
today
bad day.
1) Ipod spoil :(
2) ff coach called mr ong to suan us & show off . wthhs .
3) cried agains :(
4) failed my bloody chem test . Zzz .
im beginning to think that this isn't a great year afterall .
what a bad start to have .
oriana :(
& you know love is everlasting. ♥